Got back all my EOY results already. Failed three subjects, not very statisfied with my results. Did quite badly for SA2, failed three subjects also. I might as well retain. Gonna chose my Secondary 3 subjects the coming Wednesday, I think. Will be chosing Physics & Chemisty and D&T. I'm bad at Physics, but I've no choice although I'm very interested in Biology because I do not know how explain the answers in written words.
Anyway, this is my SA2 results. I got 4A's, but my parent says that it's lousy, so what if I got 4A's? I'm still stupid cause I didn't pass my Mathematics. I already tried, it just don't work.
English - 70/100
Mother Tongue - 70/100
Mathematic - 28/100
Science - 44/100
Geography - 43/100
Literature - 77/100
Art - 70/100
This is only my SA2 marks, I think I'll only get 2 A's for the overall. I topped in MT paper 2 by getting 80/100 and topped my Art by getting the only 'A' in the whole class. But my parents ain't statisfied at all, I was only lucky. Good things won't happen on me, I suck in everything. Perphaps I need some time, alone. To think.
I HATE staying at home looking at my parents face. Things was getting better, but why did everything suddenly changed back to the past again? It is my fault for making all these happen? I'm trying to be a good daughter here but they don't seem to notice that. What/Who am I to them? Taking afternoon naps is wrong? What the freaking hell is happening man, I hate this. My mom's biased. My brother's taking his O levels now but he still can sit infront of the computer playing games while I, who is not taking O level but only an ordinary every year end examintions can only play the computer secretly while my parents are out. Fuck, I'm so pissed of by their actions. Daughters cannot be compared with Sons.
Listen to it, it's nice and touching. :)
